Monopolised

Tom joined us for a barbecue today. Later, my dad popped round for a visit. Dad didn’t ask where the kids were – in their rooms – and he didn’t even attempt to say hello to them when they came downstairs shortly afterwards. Tom offered him food from the barbecue and then sat with us…

Tangled

A few weeks ago, when I was right in the midst of terror and crisis, I got back in touch with my old psychotherapist, whom I first started seeing when I needed the support to be able to leave Tom. I’ve had a few sessions with him recently, but after today’s session, I realised something….

Cleaning

Dreaming I am at the house on Church Lane. There are three cars in the driveway; Dad, Abi, her boyfriend, and I are supposed to be cleaning Dad’s car, but I am the only one doing anything. I am scrubbing really hard on some areas to get the dirt out; I am using a strong…

Extravagant

Dreaming I put my hand into a tray of crystals. I pull out a green jewel-like one, but stuck to it, like a magnet, is a yellow one, and I hear someone say, “Yellow Citrine.” I am talking to a man; he tells me he really likes Susie, but can’t have a relationship with her…

Miracle

Dreaming I am in a room that is at the top of a building. I am aware of at least one floor below me. In the room with me are many people, but I’m not sure if I know any of them. Despite that, we all talk to each other, and we are all friends,…

Digesting

Dreaming I have two men inside my body – one on either side of me – their heads are level with my stomach. They are both called Adam. One is Adam Jones. I keep looking down at my body as I can still see the outline of their bodies inside of mine; their heads are…

Josh

Dreaming I am in a large department store with Josh. I see Fern and ask her if she is pregnant; she is, and she shows me her tummy. I show her mine because I’m pregnant too. I hear Bridget call me; she’s pregnant too. I ask Fern how long she has left; she says two weeks, but…