Judgement

I woke feeling much better than I have for the last few weeks. I felt positive, balanced and centred ~ a state the relationship anxiety course leader calls ‘when your heart is open instead of closed down through fear.’ I was energised and ready to tackle the housework that’s been building all week – a…

Self-contained

More and more I’m starting to realise that I’m a selfish person, but the realisation isn’t actually bothering me. There was a time when this would have really upset me; I’d have denied it and done anything I could to prove myself to be selfless, but now I just don’t really mind or care. Is…

Grandad

Dreaming I am in a fancy dress shop. I’m trying to remember what it is I need to buy a costume for. The person I am with tells me I need a grass skirt for Patsy’s party, but I say I need something else as well. I can’t remember what. I am in a school playground with Annie and her friends; Annie looks really ill. She has really heavy, red eyes and a rash on her face. I feel her head; she is roasting hot. I talk to Mrs Jeffery and tell her I think Annie is ill. She goes…

Whisper

Tom made dinner for everyone tonight, which would be great if only he hadn’t cooked something that only he liked. We all tried to eat it, but Rosie just couldn’t. When I said I’d make her something else, Tom shouted at me to sit down and said she could either eat every single bit of…

Reaching

Dreaming I am in a shopping centre with my sisters, nieces, and nephews. Ricky is trying to get up the escalator; as he gets to the top, he can’t get off and falls down to the bottom. I reach out to him, but he misses my hand. I go to the cafe area where all…

Appointment

Dreaming I have a hospital appointment at 1 pm and have to walk down a long street to get to it; there are traffic lights and grass along the way. I get to a building and stop at a window. I tell a woman that I have an appointment with Dr Bartholomew. She tells me…

Force

Dreaming  I am with a woman; she has blonde hair and is unwell. I can’t see this, but I know it. Her illness is that she is upset and sad. I put my hands inside her body until I am touching her soul, which I hold in my hands. I stay that way while a…