Empathy

Okay

I’ve spent the last couple of days ill with a bad cold. I got virtually no sleep on Friday night as I kept waking every twenty minutes to sneeze or because of a headache or sore throat. I looked and felt like crap all day yesterday. Tom knew I was ill yet didn’t offer to…

Danger

CONTENT WARNING This dream contains sexual violence, including rape. Dreaming

Numb

The other night, I had a dream of a man being electrocuted in the bath. The thing that stood out for me most in the dream was the ending. The man had died and yet was also still alive but couldn’t feel anything. He was numb to anyone’s touch, feeling or sensation. I hadn’t looked…

Slow

I don’t feel good today. Telling the children has made it all the more real. It seems to be all part of the slow process of leaving. I’m having concerns about how Tom will cope once we’re gone. He’ll be rattling around in a big house on his own; he currently has no work, no…

Session

Tom said he would do anything to make things better and agreed to go to couples counselling – not just because of what happened but because of everything – at least that was my hope.