Dreaming

I am looking through a pile of catalogues, feeling excited by the choices and the chance to buy what I want now that I can. One of the catalogues is unusual in that it is a book of crossdressers with big hands. Tom is with me as I am looking through them.

Responding

I’m guessing this is about my identity. About how my new life, when I leave Tom, will give me a chance to find myself again after the confusion that his influence has had on me. Maybe bringing balance to the masculine and feminine aspects of my personality. It’s definitely about having choices, something that I haven’t felt as if I’ve had for a very long time.