Craig’s refusal to jump into bed with me knocked me, but I’m glad he did. It made me realise just how insecure I am still – about my body, about myself as a person, but mostly about myself as a sexual woman.

It’s been so long since I’ve been sexual or even seen myself as sexy, so when I set up the camera today, I focused on sex.

Looking back at the images, I actually feel really good about myself. I do look sexy; maybe I don’t need to have sex to realise how sexy and sexual I can be.

Maybe this is enough.