I can feel myself reverting to the thought processes I had as a child. The way I was 100% certain that I was adopted because I was treated so differently from my sisters, but this time it’s not for that reason. It’s because I cannot get my head around how I can be related to these people who are just so fundamentally different to me. Even Phil said recently that it’s hard to believe we’re sisters, as I am so different in looks and in personality.