Tom and I have been trying to make another go of it, but I don’t think it will work.

I can’t help noticing that the more time we spend together, the more comfortable he becomes and the more it feels as though he’s slipping back to his old ways.

I know I could be wrong; I know this could all be in my head, but something doesn’t feel right.

There are too many times I don’t like how I feel when he talks to me. Again, I’m starting to feel really disrespected and controlled. He doesn’t like the way I do this and that, and he’s started again with the ‘jokes’ that make me feel so bad about myself.

I don’t know what’s going on here.

I’m back to where I was before – wondering if this is him or if this is me?

Am I mental?
Am I ill?
Am I imagining it?  
What is it?
Who is it?