I have had such a productive week, and it feels really good.

I have finally got my head around one of the avenues I’m exploring for earning money – writing – and this week I have made myself work from 10 am until 3 pm each day. I am so pleased with the progress I’ve made, and am determined to make a go of this. It feels so right, and since putting in the effort, I feel better about most other things in life too.

I’ve realised that I’ve only had a man in my life to fill a void, and now that I’m filling that with work, I don’t feel as though I need or want a man at all.

Theo messaged me again, but I took three days to reply because I was so busy, and also because being busy really made me see that I’m not into him at all. I don’t want to get involved with anyone at the moment, including Phil. I just don’t have the room for a relationship, and it feels great to be able to say that.