Dreaming

I am in a shop when I see Maria from a well known girl group; her name is Natalie, and she is working there. I speak to her and notice how different she looks; she is covered in spots all around her hairline. I like that she is completely normal, like everyone else. She is about to perform and goes to get ready. The next time I see her, she looks flawless. Afterwards, I go back to assist. (That seems to be my role in the dream.)

The next night it is Bob Castle’s turn to perform. I go to the cottage he is staying in to assist, which basically means I was just accepted and allowed to be there, not judged for anything, and in return I wasn’t judging either; I was accepting Bob as this different man, the family man and normal person until he goes onstage, when he performs a different role.

Bob has two children, a boy of about seven and a baby girl. I am taking care of the baby although this is not my designated role. I have to walk up some steep wooden stairs holding the baby. As I get near the top, I realise it is too challenging to do it with the baby in my arms, as there is a wooden shelf-type thing to get over, so I give the baby to Bob. He passes the baby to his son; the baby is heavy, and the son ends up dropping her, hitting her head. Bob hesitantly goes to pick her up, but I run down and pick the baby up, calming her and making sure she is okay. Bob sits down with his head in his hands. I go over to reassure him that she is okay. There is a tear rolling down his face; he says he needs to just be with it for a while and then he’ll be able to talk about it. I am hoping Bob will fall in love with me.